Surrender School presents

“Eating in the Light of the Moon”
MONDAYS: 9:15-10:15 PST
BEGINS JAN 6, 2025 for 5 Months
Not Meeting on  1/20, 2/17, 5/26
Zoom ID: 852-9962-5735


Facilitated by: Melissa Boswell, MA.   ilovesunvalley@gmail.com    949-394-7775


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Activity Journal Prompt
Preface: Introduce Ourselves
(Your Body/ the Paintbrush)
Does seeking external perfection somehow disconnect me from inner wisdom? My feelings?
Ch 1: Woman Spirit: The Root of Hunger At one time, women were revered for being soft, nurturing, intuitive, and life-giving. That which were round or curved was considered beautiful…the shape of the earth, an egg, the naturally round curved shape of a woman’s body. What if I gave myself permission to embody that, instead of measuring myself against modern standards?
Ch 2: The Buried Moon: Rediscovering the Feminine How are the feminine/masculine energies within me? Toxic? Healthy?
Ch 3: The Beginning: Revisioning the Struggle  My disordered eating served a purpose. What boundaries have been hard for me?
Ch 4: The Red Herring: Food is Not the Issue What has my disordered eating distracted me from? Are there issues I might now want to deal with yet? Just knowing that is a good start.
Ch 5: Addiction: Spiritual and Emotional Hunger What am I really hungry for? What kind of nurturing? To be seen and known as the real me. Do I feel it anywhere in my life? Are there certain people around whom I feel real?
Ch 6: Symbolism: Hunger as a Metaphor Write about my inner hunger. Write on what haunts me, and wants my attention?
Ch 7: Feelings: Gifts from the Heart What feelings in particular are hard for me to acknowledge, or sit with? How was I silenced as a young girl? How can I help her allow them now?
Ch 8: Relationships: Singing the Truth Can I listen to others without losing my own voice? Are there people I can share my inner universe with? Do I have those safe relationships?
Ch 9: Power: Dominion Vs. Domination Do I have a fear of my feelings? (especially anger); fear of my perceptions? (seeing differently than others); Fear of intelligence/talents? (arousing jealously); Fear of sexuality? (advances from others) Can I cultivate having dominion over these? (“power-from-within”) Wearing that invisible crown.
Ch 10: Nurturance: Mother as an Archetype What about this idea of developing a brand new “inner mother” —one who is strong, protective, nurturing and wise?
Ch 11. Intuition: The Inner Seeing, Hearing, Knowing Recovery from disordered eating involves recalling your intuition that inner authority that provides knowledge and guidance. Have I listened to that in my life?
Ch 12: Dreamtime: The Journey Within I will pay attention to my dreams this week. Or what moves me, through artwork, poems, films, stories. It is a connection to my inner life.
Ch 13. Moontime: Reclaiming the Body’s Wisdom What was my experience with my first menses? How different it might have been, to have experienced the ideas in this chapter?
Ch 14: Sexuality: Embracing the Feminine How did others respond to my budding sexuality? Especially mu mother or father (Objectified? Threatened? Shamed?) Can I now regard my body as a wonderful temple, capable of pleasure? Sacred power? Vitality?
Ch 15: The Descent: Meeting the Shadow Journal about my deepest secrets. The shadow. Can I see myself not as a victim, but a survivor? Retrieving my disowned, hidden parts can mean renewal?
Ch 16: Assertiveness: Speaking the Truth  Journal about my boundaries. Can I use my voice to care of myself?
Ch 17: Nourishment: Physical Vs. Emotional What am I really hungry for in my life? (relational? creative? an unfilled dream?) Can I take small steps to get that need met?
Ch 18: The Journal: Recording the Truth What about keeping a journal as a means of saying curious? Open to my inner life? No judgments, only observations?
Ch 19: Recovery Out of the Labyrinth Can I be patient with this process? Knowing that authentic growth is never rushed? How am I different than even just months ago?
Ch 20: Storytime: The Tales of the Three Women Free Form: Write about what you relate to in this chapter.